Motherhood (1)


This is my journey which has just begun.


I am in my late twenties, recently been hit upon by the fortunate journey of motherhood.
As it is said to each his own.. every mother experiences different aspects in this phase of her Life..mine are different too..but to share and relate to it is something purely amazing with all the new mother's out there.
No we are not alone,never will be.
It's a cold January evening.. which is not why I was shivering down for my c section.
I was scared, Happy it was all mixed up.. being half unconscious on the OT table there I saw my Angel my bundle of joy ,my son crying and embracing the air around him."Welcome to the world" my heart said.
I wanted to hold him tight as he was inside me a few moments ago .. but  that in that moment I realized the true nature of birth.
       
It is since that day I realized m living two lives.. which turned out to be quite literal in the coming few months,
One may say it's the most exciting and wonderful experience of your life,but motherhood is something beyond that.. the strength the patience all just doesn't come at once.. it takes time ..it's like giving birth to oneself.
I know it sounds so strange... what I mean is that as you give birth to a child.. you also give birth to the mother in you which is slowly dwelling over for so long.
And there are days when you and the mother u gave birth to are in a constant fight with each other..but in the end the mother always wins.

As endearing as this may sound but it is important that you do  not lose the other half of your self ..the one from which you gave birth to everything, that is the real you, find a place for it in this current motherhood world.let her not forget how to embrace life,if she gets lost..the journey ahead gets lost and all the creation held out of it keeps wandering forever.

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