Embracing

The Rattling Box. The noise keeps getting louder and louder each time.. just when the lid is about to get shut.. As forced by it's nature to sound louder each time.. it starts off more as the silence deepens.. Peaceful but an unsettling one... The objects keep popping out one by one filling the entire room with mess. Mess that is hard to contain, hard to understand. All speak same language....at the same time making it difficult to comprehend . Yes oh yes that is how a mind rattles, this is how difficult it gets for the heart to contain it, and that is why your soul maintains the deep unsettling silence. And this is how no body understands ,no matter how much noise you make,as the pathways inside are totally held up in a maze.. far far away from each other. You are lost somewhere within yourself Let the search continue or for once let it start looking in the right directions. You really think that this is an easy job ?? It is the most difficult and the most important task of your l...

This is my journey which has just begun. I am in my late twenties, recently been hit upon by the fortunate journey of motherhood. As it is said to each his own.. every mother experiences different aspects in this phase of her Life..mine are different too..but to share and relate to it is something purely amazing with all the new mother's out there. No we are not alone,never will be. It's a cold January evening.. which is not why I was shivering down for my c section. I was scared, Happy it was all mixed up.. being half unconscious on the OT table there I saw my Angel my bundle of joy ,my son crying and embracing the air around him."Welcome to the world" my heart said. I wanted to hold him tight as he was inside me a few moments ago .. but  that in that moment I realized the true nature of birth.         It is since that day I realized m living two lives.. which turned out to be quite literal in the coming few months, One may say it's ...